It's hard loosing a friend that I've known since 5th grade. She was so nice and a really good friend to me. 
Until now. She ditched me for other people.
Not just me, she ditched three other people.
It was really hard for me to figure out why she was doing it
and then it just came to me and hit me like a bomb in iraq ,
she ditched us, because we weren't "cool " enough.
Dumb reason.
But is that what it really comes to? How fucking "cool" you are?
If that's it, then i accept that I'm not as fucking cool as her as HxC.
I dont give a fuck about any of that.
NONE of that shit will matter in the future. 
How skinny your jeans were
how "scene" you were
how much eyeliner you wore
or how many fucking friends on myspace you had.
NONE of that matters at all.
Obviously thats what people care about.
It's sad to see a good friend get taken down into that shit.
really fucking sad.
How can someone be soo shallow.
Well , all i have to say is that if that really matters to her, then we dont need to be friends
I've got Neira on my side and i dont need anyone else.

Tags: aly iveth
Current Location: seattle
Current Mood: disappointed

It's been really warm and sunny the past three days and Its making me really excited for summer to come. 
I can't wait to see my Mom and Emmanuel again. 
Hopefully I'll get to go to Disneyland this summer. 
I shouldn't count on it though.
 I cant wait to buy bathing suits, shorts and tank tops :D
This is the bathing suit I want:

Its from hottopic. But i think i need to buy it of line because 
I haven't seen it in the store. And i really want some nike
court forces in crazy easter colors. haha. 
I found some on ebay but the auction is over .

Tags: aly iveth
Current Mood: blah